The path to myself

My story is an example for what it can lead, if we live against ourselves and how important it is, to take over the responsibility for our lives with self-honesty to be able to create the happy and fulfilled life we wish to live.

And that means looking at the "inner garbage" that keeps us from living our true lives and starting to clean up this sh... within us.

We cannot avoid the inner work, because everything has its origin within ourselves.

If we are prepared to look honestly inside ourselves, take over the responsibility and creative power within us, we are all capable of creating a wonderful, healthy and happy life to live!

We all have the power to change your lives!

My story...

On the wrong path...

Actually, deep down we know what is good for us and what is not.

But unfortunately, our belief patterns and constructs give us a very strong headwind, causing us to deviate from our course. At least, that's how it was for me...

After a very "good", dutiful and straightforward life with high school diploma and training in a travel agency, in my early 20s I spent 5 months in Granada/ Spain to learn Spanish. And for the first time in my life, I felt truly alive.

My heart was filled in this international, easygoing, and cosmopolitan environment. It was as if I had breathed "fresh air" for the first time in my life.

But after these 5 months, the easy life was over, because after all, "you have to make something of your life and be a real grown up!"

And so, after this time of vitality, the impact of the "seriousness of life" followed again. I have my Tourism Business Administration studies in Munich started as a logical next step, although the idea of having to sit locked in an office from 9 to 5 was already horrifying.

My mind rejoiced at this smart decision, but my soul wept quietly!

So, while I dutifully concentrated on my studies, my soul kept trying to send me messages that I was on the wrong path. But I couldn't really hear them at the time. So it had to become clearer to get me to rethink or wake up...

The wake-up call of my soul

And my soul became very clear!

She sent me the diagnosis of breast cancer at the age of 24 that I would finally listen to her.

And with that, my soul had my full attention - and that of those around me, too!

The illness was not just a Wake-up call, but also gave me the most loving time with me given to myself.

Because during this time it was all about me and about me being alive and getting healthy again.

I was free from expectations, comparisons, and self-judgment (including from those around me). I just lived to live.

I was present in the here and now and celebrated life.

And most importantly, I was good to myself! That was absolutely not the case before the illness.

Confronted with the possible finiteness of my life, I started dreaming again of what I really wanted to experience in life. I wanted to get out into the wide world and experience the lightness I had before in Spain.

And that was my engine which never made me doubt that I would get well again.

And so, during the chemotherapy period, I went to every party that I was physically able to go to, Cologne Carnival and on weekend trips to Milan, London and so forth. And immediately after chemotherapy and radiotherapy, I went abroad. First for a summer season as Guest attendant in a hotel in Turkey and then for an unforgettable year of internship in Quito/Ecuador.

But the programming was still too strong

After my recovery and an indescribable year in Ecuador full of adventure and pure life, I returned to Munich and immersed myself in my student life, gradually returning to normal life. And the longer I stayed healthy, the more my old thought and behavior patterns took over again. Despite the realization that life is finite.

And so, a good five years after my illness, I found myself almost exactly where I was before my illness: Dissatisfaction with my job, my relationship, my financial situation and my life situation in general!

I then made another "breakout attempt" and went to emigrate to Costa Rica. But escape is never a good choice, and so this time was doomed to failure, and I returned to Germany more frustrated than before. I brought all my old crap with me!

We can't run away, but only face them!

Today I know:
As long as we do not start to clean up inside and remove our hindering programming, beliefs and constructs, all this crap will come back to haunt us again and again! We only can sustainably change our lives, when we CHANGE WITHIN OURSELVES!

We are the key to change! Nothing outside. We can move, change relationships, or change jobs as often as we want!

What matters is what we think about ourselves and life.

As within, so without - it seems that universal law of attraction - is always right!

My WHY to finally change myself

I needed a WHY that was more important than myself in order to courageously face my disastrous self-image and clear it up!

And this why was finally my precious son! He is in every respect a godsend because according to the doctors, I would no longer have been able to have children due to the cancer therapy.

My wonderful son is still my greatest engine, mirror and teacher. He always "mercilessly" put his finger on the wound to show me where I really stood in terms of self-love and trust in myself and life.

Because if the relationship with yourself is not right, there is automatically unrest and stress with others! And there was stress with my son!

It always happened when I wasn't at peace with myself! (which, unfortunately, was often the case!)

My greatest wish was always to be a relaxed and strong mom to him and so I did everything I could to finally turn my relationship with myself from self-judgment, self-deception and the associated frustration to "love" and self-acceptance.

My inner journey began...

The journey to myself

My knowledge and experiences for you

And all my knowledge from my training, my insights & my learnings I share with you. So  You get the "abbreviations" to help you avoid frustrating detours on your journey to yourself. NOW life is to start.

On this journey you will experience what wonderful, unique and powerful being you are.

You come in connection with your soul voice, recognize the cosmic connections and how we are all carried by life.

By connecting with yourself and life, you can make your decisions out of love instead of fear, which automatically leads you to satisfaction, health, abundance and joy.

You absolutely can lay YOUR LIFE in your own hands to make it the life you truly envision and desire!

CLEAR - POWERFUL - COURAGEOUS & SELF-DETERMINED! 

This will finally release the handbrake that has held you back from living truly

So that at the end of your life you can happily say: "I truly lived, enjoyed my life, lived it to the fullest, and lived my dreams!"

I am happy to accompany and support you on this journey!

Your Silke