After graduating from high school...

Freedom and back

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Actually, I should have thought that looking back, I always knew what I really wanted, but I was so caught up in my belief patterns and constructs that I really lived "against" myself for a long, long time.

And this construct simply dictated that one should strive for a "secure" career. So, after completing my training as a travel agent, I decided to study tourism business administration in Munich, even though the idea of having to sit "locked" in an office from 9 to 5 was already terrifying.

SPAIN

My mind rejoiced, my soul wept! But at that time, I couldn't really hear the voice of my soul. So it had to become clearer to make me rethink or wake up...

During my studies...

The wake-up call of my soul (illness)

The breast cancer diagnosis was not only my wake-up call, but also gave me the most loving time with myself.

Because during this time, it was all about me and life itself. Even I was kind and understanding to myself during this time, which wasn't usually the case.

I was free of expectations, comparisons, and self-judgment. I just lived to live. I was in the here and now and celebrated life.

I was good to myself and present.

Also, I had dreams again!



And so, freshly recovered, I flew to Turkey for a season as an F&B hostess at the Robinson Club.

From an internship abroad in Ecuador. The thought of it made me burst with life and I did everything I could to get well again!

And all of this was the key to my recovery!

International search for happiness...

The programming was still too strong

After my recovery and an unforgettable year in Ecuador, however, I gradually returned to normal life. And the longer I was healthy, the more my old thought and behavior patterns took over again. Despite the realization that life is finite.

And so I found myself almost exactly where I was before my illness: dissatisfaction with my job, my relationship, my financial situation and my life situation in general!

Today I know: As long as we don't consciously say goodbye to all the limiting garbage we think about ourselves and life, we can't change our lives sustainably! COSTA RICA - I wanted to escape at any cost!

As long as our self-image is negative and we don't become aware of our programming, including our beliefs and behavioral patterns, AND overwrite this programming with new thought and behavior patterns, we cannot experience a positive attitude towards life. It's simply impossible! The universal law of attraction is at work.

And a negative self-image can only attract negative experiences!

As sad as it is, my self-image had not fundamentally changed as a result of the illness.

My motherhood...

My WHY to change this programming

It took a WHY that was more important than me to courageously face my disastrous self-image and set it straight!

And that "why" was ultimately my son. He is truly a gift from heaven, because according to the doctors, the cancer treatment would have prevented me from having any more children.

My wonderful son is still my greatest inspiration, mirror, and teacher! He has always "mercilessly" put his finger on the sore spot to show me where I truly stand in terms of self-love.

Because if your relationship with yourself isn't right, you'll automatically have stress with others! And there was stress with my son! And that always happened when I wasn't at peace with myself! (which, unfortunately, was often the case!)

My greatest wish was always to be a relaxed and strong mother to him, and so I did everything I could to finally turn my relationship with myself into one of "love" instead of self-judgment, self-deception, and the frustration that comes with it!

My journey to happiness...

The real journey to me

The I've read countless specialist books and attended seminars on personal development and other topics. I've booked family constellations, hypnosis sessions, DNA healing, inner child work, channelings, Human Design and astrology readings, and much more, and I've completed intensive coaching training.

All with one goal:

To be able to love and accept myself, to become my own best friend!

Because only in this way can peace, joy, clarity, strength, health and abundance come automatically!

It's been a long process and to be honest, I don't think we'll ever really be "finished" in this lifetime.
We'll always "fall out" of this "best friend" state. But we'll always be better and faster at finding our way back.

Arrived...

My course for you

Today I stand by myself and know that the universe wants me, exactly as I am, with all my facets, that is, with all my light and dark sides.

Rather, I've come to understand that my shadow sides are merely a barometer of where I currently stand in terms of "self-love." Because when we are in love, we are automatically in our light.

And so I have learned to protect this light more and more by learning more and more to distance myself from things, circumstances, people, etc. that steal my energy or light.

I've also understood what I need to be centered and thus in my power. My "optimal conditions" for blossoming, so to speak :)

And I want to share all this knowledge, these aha moments, my learnings with you so that you can benefit from them. So that you can fully connect with yourself, be your own best friend, and live the life you truly desire!

So that at the end of your life you can say:



"It was awesome! That's exactly how I wanted to live!"

I'd be happy to support you. Get in touch!